addicted to pain

it's so unfortunately true..

i'm addicted..i swear i am..

no matter how much it hurts i'll come back..

i always do..

i thought i knew better..

it's like a drug..

i don't like it..yet i wan it..

i don't need it and yet i see future use..

sooner or later it's gonna eat me alive

that's when i'mma gonna start prayin..

you and me aren't that different u noe..

ure a selffish and self-centered.and i'm no different..

but sumtimes i wish i was..so i can throw it in ure face

and go on living my life..