..::whUd elSe coUld gO wrOng::..

bonsieur ppl..how u guys doin?..well lifez been goin down hill for awhile now..not everythin is pleasant..maybe it's just one of those days..hiahz..feel like sleepin and never gettin up..haihz..it's so funny how sum ppl are so happy yet..they go thru the same thing u ar..makes u wonder..am i weaker?..or do i choose to be unhappy?..and make otherz feel sorry for us?..hmm...well today was a normal day for me..went to the gym and swimmin in coll..dead tired now..feelin kinder lonely now..but it's another phase i go thru everyday..is it wrong to dream of a life u wished u had?..or do we suck it up and go on livin our lives?..i'm just full of unanswered questions..my whole life is a question mark..just waitin to be answered..i really have no idea what i am crappin about here..havin a bit of mixed emotions right now..so confused..and so sick with the way things are right now..i rather say this out loud..then keep it all in and lie to myself..that everythin is alright..when everythins not..not sure whats not right..just for now..everythin feelings wrong..