hurt

it's funny..now that i have u..
i can't wait to let u go..

u were all i ever wanted..

and more..but now,

i can't wait to see u leave,
u're makin me do bad things
but the worst part is..ure not forcing me

u've given me choices..just like everyone else..

and sadly i've made so many wrong ones..

i need u to leave once again..
so i can miss u from a distance..

secretly, without hurtin the one i love..
the one i dearly love..
he doesn't noe it..he nearly died
i have to stop feedin him the poison..
the poison u helped me create..