suicidal thoughts

i can't help but feel alone right now..

i had dreams , i had visions..

but i nvr thought i'd live to see the day u disown me

you made me feel so upset with my life and the way i was living it

the thought of endin it came to mind..

but i'm not brave enuff to carry it out..

nothin had meanin at that moment..

silence was followed with silent tears

i hope ure happy and intent with ureself..

i treid bringin down the barrier..but u killed it..

who whud have thought u of all people would judge me like that

i have someone who cares about me..

so to hell with everyone..

if i need u..i'll call..