Bounded to Uncertainty

There are so many things i'm uncertain about;

and when i try and convince myself to not let it bother me;

it always comes back otherwise;

it's reached a certain point where i'm not sure anymore,

nothing makes sense, nothing seems fair.

i dont wanna think; i dont wanna be the "what if" girl,

am i scared to regret?

am i to go back on all tht i've believed for so long..

just to break free once again?

a tiny ant in a world full of birds

all alone and no one alike..