knot!

ever had that imperfection thought?

like ure not good enuff for anyone..

or have the so-perfection thought?

like no one is ever good enuff..

i cant help but wonder..

which one is more healthier to practise?

i'm stuck on both..

i need you desperately..but at times u don't seem to give me priority..

but who am i to ask for such a thing..

i don't deserve it..

but i can't bring myself to understand that..

instead i drive myself mad and start hatin everyone around me for not understandin

i'm complicated i noe..

all i ask is u let me untangle my knot on my own..

i dont think i can deal with another pair of hands tryin to knot my alreadi knotted world..