where is the ♥?

its been so crappy the last few days..i dunno why i've like no mood whut so ever..no mood to talk to u..no mood to do my work..no mood to finish my application for the scholarship..nothing..

i feel like i have no reason to wake up in the mornin..you always gave me hope..made me happy..but now ure really gone..ure really really gone..it's funny how empty i feel..i pretend everythin is ok..a big smile on the outside..a stupid joke once in awhile..a happy song on loud..crushes on people i know nuthin about..this was ure replacement..but again..i'm bored, tired if anythin more..i need motivation i need inspiration, i need love..=(

never thought i'd say it..but i do..♥..