a-sad-ass-time-of-my-life!

another day another sad-ass post..hehe..well..things are really on the downside now..i just realize that the 2 years i spent in LIFE is so not worth anythin..i'm gonna graduate knowin nothin..how cool is that..i went to mid today to check out the One Academy exibition..OMFG!..thats all i got to say..everythin was so efffffffffing nice..from the pictures to the illustration to the animation..everythin i was "supposely suppose to master" in coll..but NUTHIN..haihz..it's so depression lookin at other ppls work from ure same line..and know they do it so much better..sad innit..makes u just nvr wanna go back to coll..on another sad note..i've failed every assignment i've passed up..*well i noe its a fail la*..so why bother doin better..i'm so un-motivated adi la..i just wanna lye in bed and never get up..haihz..it's abso-fed-up-pin!..i've even lost my mood to photograph..wth right..dammit la..I NEED MOTIVATION!!!..i need sumthin to get me to move on!..and listenin to emo songs aren't helpin!.on a brighter note..i might be goin to Langkawi soon..hopefully i don't jinx it..i really need to get away from everythin..thats all i need..plus the lack of attention from u is not helpin..*noted*..anyways.if u don't hear from me..u noe y..tk ppl..and i hope ure life isn't as sad as mine!..*i'm out*