Sunday, April 13, 2008

take a bow

sumhow the more i try to forget u..
the more u play in my mind..
wonderin "what if?"
eventhough i thought i closed that chapter in my life..
you keep re-opening it..
u've showed me where i stand..
and i can't hate u for it..
i believe i've pushed u further then i can reach..
and hopefully it's for the better..
who knows,
maybe someday our fantasy to lay by the beach, under the moonlight, holdin each other will come true
who's to say anyway?
it's over for now..

"Sex and the City" fever!

yea i noe it's late..4.08am to be exact..couldn't sleep..so decided to continue my
"sex in the city" marathon
i abso-freakin love it..it's "abso-fantabulous"!..so true..so precise..so hits the dot..but i always love their endings..esp the 6th Season..finally finished downloadin the whole season..was so worth it la..Carrie Bradshaw is officially my Idol!..i swear..

wait it out?

everythin is so hard when u look at it from a different angle..
there are so many ways of solvin un answered questions..
but whut happens when u wrongly answer them without knowin?
i made u my world..
i made u my everythin..
i've given up so much to make it work..
but i know it's not enuff..
but havin u tellin me it really isn't enuff..
makes me wonder..do i have to change?
things that were always looked past then,
are brought up in the present..
who knows who's to be blamed..
i for once always seem to be the one blamed..
sometimes i deal with it..but sometimes it gets a lil overwhelmin
and havin u drill it in me..isn't helpin..