Drug

Is So Stoned on Grey's Anatomy!...gets me everytime!..:(

but i love it!..haha..

Used to

I USED to be that girl ,

who always wanted someone by her side , 

who needed to talk to someone every minute of the day , 

who loved being around people she knew in and out , 

who needed to be loved to feel wanted , 

who like doin lovey dovey stuff,

who would stand by u no matter what ,

who thought random text messages from u was important , 

who would smile everytime her fone rang with ure name , 

who'd put u first before anyone else..

and then realized , it was a waste

So say hello to the independent-brand-spankin new me ,

 cause honey , 

we're playing with the big boys now.;)

Days of our lives..:)..♥

well i've just finished ONE bag of M&M's..trust me SOOOOooo worth it!..just got back from my review/ feedback session with my tutors..i think i'm safe to say i did fairly well!...Yay!..oh the joy..:)..so now i'm stuck here with loads of free time till my next class on Tue..aww..time to kick back and catch up on me movies!..hehe..

on a brighter noteee!..dont see how it can get any brighter..i went shopppping yest!..well not much..bought two of shoulder tees!..love it!..and a headband!..so pleased with it..was hauntin me for a week..just had to go back and get it..hehe..been a good day!..lookin forward to more!..:)..ta loves! ♥

 dont mind the sleepy face k..was a long night!..

My beau headband!..=) ♥

Blame it on the Chocolates!..

Just finished puttin the finishin touches on my zine!..gawd..this was the worse!..but i enjoyed it..hopefully my lecturers will do too..hehe..and BTW!..

 it's confirmed!..I need to have the things i cant have!..i'm really sick..and M&M's are not helpin..everytime i reach for one..i cough like i'm about to died choking on the floor..k abit drama..hhehe..and it's gets so bad everytime..but i still reach for another!..gah!..goes to show how something so addictive and tasty can be so bad for u..hmmmmm..rings so many bells..=p..nite my lovelies!.

Zine Blog

Heyy!..i've just completed another major project!..Ze Zine!..

Preach It Honey!

A zine is most commonly a small circulation publication of original or appropriated texts and images. More broadly, the term encompasses any self-published work of minority interest usually reproduced via photocopier.

 ♥

R.I.P

rest in peace my dearly beloved and wonderful friend..may you find peace where ever you may be..u've helped me thru tough times..and brought me joy..i still mourn ure lost even after 2 days..i miss u and things will nvr be the same..always and always with u..

♥ u my lovely ;  shiny mirror..:(

Alcohol effects

The after effects of goin thru memories of the past..

whut happen?..whut went wrong along the way?..whut changed?

i wish i could answer all these questions..

atleast then i wont feel so bad to pick up a glass..

knowing exactly whut i'll be goin thru an hour later..=(

u changed ; i left

Born This Way..Love!

Love!..=)

Lies & Smiles

It's been a very emotional ride with u..and i have to say..everything that has been done..has been done..my fault ure fault it's a back and forth game..if u ask me why i got involved, it was cause it has to stop. This hurting each other has to stop!..we're family for cryin out loud..why does it always have to go to this extend for someone to feel satisfied.i'm not saying we were right..we were just tryna get thru to u that we wanted the hurtin to stop.but i guess everyone has turned everyone against each other and it's fated to say, i've lost whutever part of family i thought i had..which is very very sad tht it had to come to this..

broken torn and disappointed..three things that hide behind my smile..tell me yours..

*smiles

Yay..i noe it's not much!..but a photograph of mine got featured in My Uni Blog!..Gah!..owwhhh the joys!..=)..

Discourse! Graphic Design Degree

and............u dead

there's that feeling that i'm so used to..was wondering where it disappeared to

it's like ure holding on for dear life and ure options of survival are given to that one person..and guess whut?..

He gets it wrong.

it's not the first time u've let me down , but this time it killed me

sorry for this emo-ing these pass few days..Damn u valentines!..=)

Half of my heart ♥

Half of my heart's got a real good imagination

This years Valentines Song ♥

pffffttt....

Here it is again, the saddest day that reminds us we've no one to love!

i'm not sayin its a bad day..it just replays too many memories one has shared with someone they've loved on this day..

But i've just one thing to say to those who have loved and lost and therefore hates valentines!..

It'll pass us just like any other day, 

be strong and watch it go by,

be happy for those who chose to flaunt it,

cause we were once there, 

being bitter just admits sympathy, 

we've loved lost and will love again,

If ure in a complicated place with ure significant other,

hence he didnt wish u or do anythin for u on this day, 

Tell him to man up, be a real man and either allow himself to love or be strong enough to leave.

enuff said.. 

Happy Valentines Bitches! ♥

what if?

If you only knew ; that i'm crazy for you..

then u'll understand!..

Love this song!..<3 sucha oldie 

Happy days!

Owh Happy Days!..
How i Yearn for days like these!..

Was such an awesome day in class today..as two of my pictures were selected and shown in class..outta the thousands tht got sent in!..Utter Love!..i noe it's nuthin much!,,but it was a huge deal..since it was sucha crappy week!..aww..bless!..and we got out next Brief..which is to do a photoshoot..and it's really awesome as we're suppose to shoot someone(model) without being seen..so sorta stalker-ish!..LOVE!..so i'm headin down to London tomo mornin!..Ahhhh!..LOVEEEEE!..heeheh..xx

Bounded to Uncertainty

There are so many things i'm uncertain about;

and when i try and convince myself to not let it bother me;

it always comes back otherwise;

it's reached a certain point where i'm not sure anymore,

nothing makes sense, nothing seems fair.

i dont wanna think; i dont wanna be the "what if" girl,

am i scared to regret?

am i to go back on all tht i've believed for so long..

just to break free once again?

a tiny ant in a world full of birds

all alone and no one alike..

hmmmm yumm!..

My First Healthy meal ever!..Gahhh!..it has vegetablesss!..

Painting the Town with Graphics ♥

Had a graphics night out yest!..was so good!..

a well needed break from solitary confinement!..

was utter love as we celebrated

 Miss Alice Caines Birthday as well

Happy Burfday Love!.♥

xx

-____- mood

it's hard to explain it,

a feeling of mixed emotions,

dances across the room,

as i sit , stare and wonder..

failing to realize it doesn't have to be this way,

why do I sit and drown in unending thoughts, 

thoughts always leading to closure and comfort.

This is the way things are and has to be!

owh hell..i'll see u back here in 3 days..

in a -__- mood.