frenemies2?

Have u ever had a time where you actually felt alone?..

like u don't noe who to turn to or who to trust..

yea..well i have those days..and well..i usually don't turn to people..

i just sit and contemplate..=p..

so this was the result..i feel like there are many types of "friends"

the true friends and the "for-show" friends..

i thought i had true friends..as in all my friends..but it finally just accord to me..

i do have "for-show" friends..

my defination for them is..those kind who noe ure in trouble..but really won't do anythin to help..not even console!..those kind!..

haihz makes u wonder..what do u really do with these kind of 'friends'..

let them be?..cut them off?..tell them off?..or just leave it be?..

it's crazy

and then..u have the hypocrites..
those who pretend to be ure friends for somethin..
i dunno why but hypocrites have been my 'hot' topic for sumtime now..
but yea..there are so many types of different people we have to deal with it..
question is..how do we avoid all these people?..
run away whenever they're seen?..
haihz..it's really mind buggin..
but let me try to set it straight here..don't pretend ppl!..
if u like that person..let them noe u care..
if u don't..WALK AWAY!..don't trouble them!..it's chaos!..
if u are my true friend..u would noe it..
if u don't..hint hint!..hahahaha!..just playin..
i luv u guys..if ure readin this..u're as true as it gets..=)..
luvya!!*muahz*

godofwar2

..::the game i was so freak-ish-ly addicted to is done!*

* I FINISHED GOD OF WAR 2 *

*i sense part 3 comin out*

*but sadly not anytime soon*

*AWESOME GAME!!*

picccyz!!

..::well these piccyz basically sums up my post and everythin that has been goin on..well..maybe not everythin..bits and pieces of stuff..=p..newayz..yea..hahah..::..

..::our nachos nite::..
..::thigz 'posing' while openin the can..haha..we did get it open..BTW..haha..::..
..::me and my darlin cousin..and her bro..(at the bottom)!::...
..::the youngest of the lot::..
..::i went shisha-ing!..told u about my experience in more detail in one of my post..=p::..
..::a pool-playin-time to sum up our day after workin..=p::..
..::me and Jay at bangsar village::..
..::the face-paintin crew!..ahhaa..::..
..::don't mess k..i paint..=p::.
..::me and the ultimate poser..darren..=)::..

god of war!

..::needless to say more!..this game is wicked awesome!!!..i was patiently awaitin it's arrival!..thankz d for buyin it for me..after makin me create a *dramatic scene* in the shop!.::..

..::whut more can i say bout this game..the graphics are awesome..the storyline is awesome..i've already played an hours worth..and this is much better then the first one!..luv it luv it luv it!..no other words to describe it to u..a definitely must buy!!..go get one now..i swear u won't regret it!..=)::..

Pdin..

OMG!!..today was effffffin fun!..was headin to PD..a one day trip thingy..=)...i was woken up by my sister at 8.45am..she came in to my room

Cha: SHA!..GET UP!!

*jumps outta bed*(literally)

Al: huh?..wth?..*blinkz blinkz*..whut?

Cha: Late adi wei..we have to leave soon!..

Al:ah..ok ok..*goes back to sleep*

Cha: SHA!!..GET UP..*Whackz*

Al: Wei...wait la!..

Cha: What time ju comin?

Al: OWH FUCK!..i'm suppose to wake him up!

*SMS*

Cha: tell him to come quick

Al: Ah..okok!..

but thankz god he was alreadi on his way..=)..not bad aso his timin..but later heard how he actually got up..nut..haha...so we left our house at about 10..went to pick ju..then pick jay..and then darren..we weren't ready to leave yet..had to put petrol..and then made sum stops..we needed food ok..haha..we left Peejay about 11.30 plus?..the traffic wasn't so bad..so was good..sister took the long road there for the fun of it..

We made a pit stop in Maurib...cause SOMEONE..needed to use the loo..hehe..so we sat by the seaside for a while..crab huntin..hahah..then continued out journey..we reached PD..(blue lagoon) at about 12.45..not bad huh..hehe..

I was effin excited to be there..haha..so i semangat la..sun-block all..and walked all the way to the sea..on the other side of the world..haha..it was low tide..we all walked all the way there..and darren the smart ass..started wettin jay..and ju was keepin our fones and stuff all in his pouch..so it couldn't get wet..so we had to walk all the way back to put the stuff in the car..

*15 minutes later*

Again at the sea..this people all were crab huntin..and i'm shyt scared of the crabz..i noe their tiny and all..but fcuk la..Darren was an ass la!..he kept scarin me..by pickin the crab and chasin me..nonsense..haha..all this people didn't wanna swim..except darren

next thing u noe..we are all in the water..hahahah..was effin fun..we were chasin the waves..and drowin each other..ahaha..was so fun..sadly we didnt get pictures..cause the cam was in the bag..cannot get wet la..=p..

so we stonned there until 4..then we got changed and headed to town for lunch..we were roundin and roundin lookin for malay food..next thing u noe..we're in KFC..hahaha..all the vege people..became chicken-eatin-stuffin pigs..=p..then we drove back..all tidur in the car..haha..reached back around 6.30 plus..was effin awesome..

and the people i went with..made it all worthwhile..will definately be doin ti again soon..

Luv ya..*muahz*!

paintin..=)

WOoooot...well today was fun..=p.."eventful"..hahah..well..it was like any other Thursday la..=p..only this time..i had a "JOB"!..i noe like wth right?..me work!?..hahah..but it paid 50 bucks an hour!..i would fcukin cook if i had to la..haha..but it was way easier..it was face paintin..=)..so fun!..u get to paint kids faces and mess up without them noe-in..=p..haha..oh so fun..haha..easiest money made..*winkz*..ahaha..

Well after that..we stonned outside bangsar village and then headed over to midvalley..for some pool-kickin session..=p..ahaha..met john and all there..and as usual the three-some..(peter ju and resh)..haha..was fun..played until a lil close to 7..then ciowed for french class..."BIG MISTAKE"..

we had an exam..and i went like all prepared for the grammar part like the last test we had..i sat down..saw everyone writin..*we were kinder late*..i got my paper..opened it..effin two pages only..*alaa..easy la then*..it all changed after i read the questions..IT WAS AN EFFIN PASSAGE!...wtf!?!?!..and it was like comprehension..fcuk man..didn't understand the passage..how to answer the questions right?..like fcuk only i was sittin there..shyt man..it was really bad!..then ok..screw that..*turn the page*..WRITE A FCUKIN ESSAY!..wth?!..
"L'étranger"
..sounds like stranger right..but it actually means foreign country!..haiyo..my whole essay kantoi giler siut..hiahz..i tell u ar..shyt hard man..thinkin of stoppin and continuing it later..

Well all'z good..will upload the piccyz soon yea..=)..tk peepz..*muahz*

dangerously in love with u

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I'm
Dangerously In Love
with you

just to reach u

when the world turned grey..

and everyone seem to turn away..

i found u standin there

so innocent..so humble..

i reached out for ure hand

but u told me to take my time..

and i'm glad u did..

cause it made me realize i need u more.

Suddenly my world turned colour

there was hope..even for me

my heart was whole again..

and i needed to move on..

So now i stand here..tip-toe even,

just to reach the sweetest thing eva..

i've made u my everythin,

u are my awaited prince charming..=)

My Celebrity Look-alikes..woot!..=p

http://www.myheritage.com

..::whuta day..=)::..

OOOOO...yest was super awesome..well..technically la..if i'd started my day without the BiZ cOmm exam!..gonna fcukin fail that paper la..*argh*!..we and lyn were runnin around like mad ppl..*early in the mornin =p* to photostat the notes and all..only to find out..nuthin she gave in the so called tips, came out..fcuk right!..argh..ahah..this would have been more relaxed if i'd just procastinated in the first place!..=p..

Neways after the exam i had a badminton appointment with friends and all..so juju jordan and uninvited peter..=p followed me back to my house for me to get changed and all..upon reachin my house..my sis also just got back from coll..with her friends in the car..when we were walkin in..Darren and Jordan were face to face..*FBI MUSIC*..lolz..just a reminder..they both cannot!..get along..hehe..i was so unaware Darren was comin cause sis didn't tell me..and i didn't tell her Jordan was comin cause it didn't seem like a big deal..so yea..faced an awful lot of uncomfortable-ness..=p..once again i apologize..=)..hehe..

Well..after that we arrived at the courts..played for over three hours..then ciowed to the mamak to makan and all..after we stonned there..i sent the trio to the bus stop..then went home..just as i stepped into the house..My double-duo (kartz and thigz) called and said they were outside..haha..i luv them to bits!..hehe..they settled in my house for awhile, while i got ready..which was pretty dang fast k..=p..they were complainin sayin i took foreva to get ready..ahah..so then we headed out to karts house to drop of the car..we stonned there for awhile, cam-whored and then headed to the mamak for dinner..

As usual we had our normal-random-bitchy-ness-session..ehehe..i love those times..we all just let everythin out..=p..then kart had this awesome idea of having nachos!..so we went to Giant..got two bags of nachos , a can of substitute salsa..it was some spicy chili tomato paste..quite yummy..=)..and of course the CHEESE!..woooo..the yummy part..so we went back to Thigs place to prepare it..was loads of fun..and i have pictures of us preparin it and most importantly DOIN WORK!..ahahha..so funny..havta wait for kart to send me the piccyz..eheh..we whacked the nachos kau kau..it was seriously so good..the nachos with melted cheese..YUMMY...=p..then kartz and i were headin for Ruums..cause jay had some tickets for sum show or sumthin la..so we went..we took the LRT from taman bahagia to Taman Jaya..where my juju-kins was waithin for us..he picked us up from there..and we headed for KL..*thankz b for drivin us..muakz*..

So get this right..we arrived at KL..beach club..park the car and go meet jay..When we get there..he says the party which we were supposedly suppose to go for..was gonna finish and that it was kinder borin..so we lepak around there for awhile..and then we decided to go to bangsar..cause we had to ciow soon anyways..so we head back to the car..and find that jay doesn't wanna follow us for sum apparent reason..so we drag our feets back to the car..and pay EFFING TEN BUCKS for PARKING!..fcukin nuts man..so Kart's mood is bummed so she decides to go home..we drop her off at Kl central..then go for dinner somewhere..

Somehow the question.."where-to-go?" always pops up..haha..so i suggest pan bakery..food there quite nice..=p..after we lepakked there......................then........................and he sends me home..haha..we'll leave the details out la k..=p..all in all..it was a real Eventful day..=p..Legs all aching now..cause tak exercise before badminton..ahhaa..so thats why i'm stonin here writin all this..ahhaha...no other work siut..=p..hahha..aight then ppl..ciow the mau..=p..*muakz*..

It's somethin about u

that i feel so strongly about

It's the feelin,whenever u hold my hand

or when u hold me close.

Who would have thought i'd find u

a person so loving & gentle.(at times).=p

You say u love me,

so sweetly and meaningfully

whut did i do to deserve u?

i'll never noe..

but, i give u my word i'd stay truthful

you give me every reason to do so.

Wakin up to ure msges in the mornin

gets my whole day started.

it's funny how madly

in love i've fallen for u

I can only hope u'll catch me,

with the same intentions i posses.

I love everythin about u

and there is nuthin i would change

Our relationship couldn't have had

a better start.

i can't help but question myself,

whut would i have done if i didn't meet u?

would i still be the same?

It's funny how i think not.

You've changed me..u've completed me.

and that spells out L.O.V.E..=)

..;love;..

u noe..i used to be this person..

who was so concerned about whut people thought about me..

i used to let the slightest critic about me bugg me so much..

sumtimes i found it hard to pretend i didn't hear it..

Everythin in my life i did because i thought it was the 'In' thing to do..

i was a fcukin hypocrite!..

but all this changed..

today, changed my point of view about things.

It didn't matter whut people thought about me..

say whut u wan..it's ure opinion against my justification..

i feel like a whole new person..

a person who is stronger and unwillin to have anythin to do with immaturity..

this is all because of one person..

One person who showed me it was alright to stand up for myself once in awhile..

that one person who told me it was alright to love again..=)..

and i love him dearly for that..

kk..get this right..tue was just like any other day la kan..i got up at like 8..CAUSE OF SOMEPPL!..i tell u..must put the fone on silent and sleep..=p..not enuff msg adi..must call aso..=p=p!..haha..but i tido lagi..hehe..another 1/2 an hour..hehe..anyways..then got up and realized i was gonna be effin late for 9 o'clock class..hehe..so ran around the house all..reached coll at 9.30..thinkin i was late..i ran into the class only to find the lecturer sittin there..lookin at the more or less9 ppl sittin there..*stare*..wth right!..freakin got up at 8 for nuts!..haihz..so i stoned in coll until our next class..at 2!!!...@#($!&(@(!*!..crazy right...hiahz..but i got thru la..i'm a survivor..=p

so after that la kan..i was waitin for my sis to go for class..s'kali she came..peter resh and ju conveniently got in the car aso..=p..to send them sumwhere la..but it was on the way so we didn't mind..=p=p!..hahahaha...then my brilliant sister..decided she was lazy to go for class..so we ended up in hartamas..how hartamas...don't ask..haha..so we had dinner and all..and we decided to Shisha!..WOOT WOOT!!!..

i damn bangga la..first time mah!..yea..i'll say it proudly!..FIRST TIME!..=p..like a genius i was..i took the first smoke la..and i swear i didn't noe whut to do..haha..so i sucked in abit..then blew..i swear..my exact words were.."wei..why nuthin comin out"..hhahahhaha!..then after much explainin and experimenting..i finally got it..hehe..but it finished damn fast la..crap..=p..so while waitin for the guy to come and change it of wut..Our genius..Mr.Peter Solomon..decided to do magic..he found blowin it a fun thing..until the thing started leakin!..HAHAHA..i swear when the guy told us we can't use it anymore and we had to buy a new one..peter got the longest guilt trip eva to be laid!..hahahaha..so he worked his magic charm somehow and got us a new one..*propz to peter for that*..one of the things he is actually good for..haha..so yea..i was already kinder stonned la..i felt everythin spinin..but i didn't wanna say anythin cause they would have thought i was simply exaggerating..so i shaddup only..but i felt really one kind..i kept tellin myself it's SHISHA!..no one gets high on STRAWBERRIES AND APPLES!..haha..but it was all good la..i had my first shisha-ing experience...proud that i didn't pengsan or wat..haha..it was all good..

Girlfriend~

have u guys seen the Avril lavinge video..Girlfriend..i think it's super cool..haha..

yea everybody has their own opinion about it..

but i think she fcukin rawks in that video..hehe..

im a motherfcukin princess!..woot..

can't seem to upload the video here..so go check it out on You tube k..

it's effin cool..=p..here's the link!..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wkT-9U4p0c0

random-ness

Recap over the past few dayz..=)

..::been crazy-ly occupied with this game..Ghost Rider..eventually finished it..=)::..
..::and outin with my awesome-threesome..=)::..
..::peter who thinks he's super cool..*bleuk*..no diff with or without the mask..=p::..

..::me and ash..stonin in coll!..::.. ..::me and my partner in crime..sharon baybeh!::..

Had so much more goin on..but just no pictures..=p

lion dance

so get this..today..went to dad's work site..and to my amazement there was a lion dance goin on..OOOOoo..so awesome..=p=p..btw..i go nuts over the dance..somehow it look so real..anyways..i got a front seat!..hehehe..

these were the stilts that they were puttin up..see la..that one aso i semangat watch..hehe..
this was the female lion i think..=s..hehe..
the guy was up!..wth!..shyt..i wanna learn how to do that!..
i like this shot..=)
they had to JUMP!..all the way!..shyt..they purposely drop it..for the sake of the audience..=p..i'd say it was very convinncing..=p..oh btw..they made the jump..hehe..