..::MisSin u Guys::..

..::juSt anoTher mANnic mOnday::..

hey people..how ya doin?..lolz..haven't blogged in a while now..hehe..well here goes..yest was monday..and well like always went to coll..well i had this interview thingy for the star scholarship..well don't think that went to well..it seems i didn't need it as much as the others..Crap!..shyt wei..now i have to find another alternatif..crap la..haihz..well newayz..that really got me down in the dumpz..then i chilled with joshy and kevin..and thats where the pictures come in..hehe..we were bored!..then i went out with jordan and patrick to mid valley..we watched Water spirit..crazy ass movie..it's about a nun who dies..and come back to haunt ppl..a nun!..A NUN!..*hits forehead*..newayz..stoopid movie don't waste ure time watchin it..endin made no sense either..haihz..what happened to good moviez?..well newayz..jordan is a really really nice guy..he's from my college..he has a smile to die for!..lolz..and he's great to have around coll..newayz..i had to rush back to see nicky..nicky is now in assunta..he got into an accident..well i meet ian ivan andrew and lynsta there..we were all tryin to cheer him up..i think it worked?..lolz..well the pic with me and ian was taken by lynsta who was equally bored when everyone left the room..lolz..went to take their medicine..*winkz*..lolz..thatz about it folks..!..till next time..muahZ..

..::me and joshy!..finally a pic together..lolz..=p::..

..::me and kevin..my multimedia buddy..lolz..=p::..

..::joshy and me lookin all spastic..=p..::..

..::ian valentino!..and me..berposin in the hospital..=s::..

..::*yawNs*::..

Bonsieur people!..how ya doin??..well..i'm doin aight..just droppin by to show my commitment to my blog and all my faithful readers..by givin u all sumthin to waste 5 mins of ure lifez on..ahhaha..sorry wei..a bit high now..lolz..yea..on air..newayz..let me just note this..MULTIMEDIA is NOT...i repeat..NOT easy..it's crazy..the assignments they give us..is like as if ,we have done it before..it's so unfair..i thought it would be easy..i was so cheated.!..newayz..other then that..mark and i were cam-whorin in work..lolz..he just bought a new fone..and was dyin to use the cam..so unfortunatly..i became the victim..sheesh..that fake smile right below there..and the one with me and my sister..(kinder dark)..is all EVIDENCE i tell ya..lolz..well newayz..sorry this ain't a long one..giler tired now..so Au revoir ppl..tk..muahz..

..::this fake smile::..

..::me and ma sister at work::..

..::me and the new camwhore itself..Mark..=)::..

..::stEpPin into AmCorp afTer So loNg::..

hey peepz..it's alreadi 12.15!..dang..devey had to go and point it out..lolz..well..here i am again..just thought of doin a blog before i got to bed..well today was normal..except the fact that i met my wonderful friends...kartz..sowmy..ashvin..SUTHA..and saf..(sowmyz friend)..newayz..we chilled in amcorp for awhile then i had to chao..had french class..Oooo..it was so good meetin them..we have nvr talked so much i a while..lolz..really glad i saw them..hehe..was feelin pretty down..and they cheered me up!..yay!..heheh....well..class is goin alright..only thing is now we're learnin verbs and nouns and all..funny thing is..i'm still learnin that in english class in coll!!..hahha..funny right..lolz..well newayz..on the way home earlier..(from dinner)..hehe..i got to thinkin..yeaps..a full stomach makes u think..why do ppl hate?i mean do we hate cause were envious?..or cause we aren't them..or wat?..watz the reason?..and is it normal for a person to be two faced?..more importantly... are we able to accept it?..i really don't understand me..whenever i meet a new person..and don't get a good impression..it really scares me away to gettin to noe the person better..i don't noe why all this thoughts are playin in my mind..but it troubles me..haihz..then again..i am a troubled person..=p..haihz..,enuff for one night la...tk peepz and SALUT..!..=)

..::ma rawker..me..and kartz dahlin..::..

..::kartz..me..Saf..and Sowmy::..

..::sHoe sHopPin::..

hey peepz..how y'll doin??..i'm doin okei?..hehe..newayz..today was a monday..and well..i went shoe shoppin!..hahah..after class..at about 12.30..i followed my sister to Kl..well at first we planned to go to sungai wang..but then..dunno why we ended up in masjid jamek..hehe..went to this shop and she got her pointy shoes..i really dunno what ppl find so appealin about??..it's ugly ppl!..like really..u look down and u've got ureself a bunch of arrows..it's like murder weapons wei..giler dangerous..lolz..well thats just my opinion..=p..newayz..i got myself a pair of black sandals and sport shoes..lolz..cute...very cute..lolz..well..newayz..after that..dad picked us up and we went a bought my mum her birthday prezzie..her birthday is tomo btw..lolz!..well newayz..we wanted to get her a treatment at the spa..she loves those kinder things..but my dad on the other hand..dunno what went thru him..wanted to get her a gold necklace..GOLD!!..like WTF!?!?!..it's so Fishing expensive..hmm.!!!...crazy..well neitheless to say..dad won..=(..i still think the spa would have been more enjoyable..my mum is not the type to wear necklaces and crap..but wat the hell..wateva goes..haihz..things in life haven't been goin as how i would have wanted it to..it could have been better..but hey..there wouldn't be anythin to complain about if life was prefect..even this blog..think about it..lolz..holla at..

..::looks awesome doesn't it..and i have no one else but devey to thankz::..

..::whUd elSe coUld gO wrOng::..

bonsieur ppl..how u guys doin?..well lifez been goin down hill for awhile now..not everythin is pleasant..maybe it's just one of those days..hiahz..feel like sleepin and never gettin up..haihz..it's so funny how sum ppl are so happy yet..they go thru the same thing u ar..makes u wonder..am i weaker?..or do i choose to be unhappy?..and make otherz feel sorry for us?..hmm...well today was a normal day for me..went to the gym and swimmin in coll..dead tired now..feelin kinder lonely now..but it's another phase i go thru everyday..is it wrong to dream of a life u wished u had?..or do we suck it up and go on livin our lives?..i'm just full of unanswered questions..my whole life is a question mark..just waitin to be answered..i really have no idea what i am crappin about here..havin a bit of mixed emotions right now..so confused..and so sick with the way things are right now..i rather say this out loud..then keep it all in and lie to myself..that everythin is alright..when everythins not..not sure whats not right..just for now..everythin feelings wrong..

..::dOwn iN dA duMpz::..

i'm so down today..i really really don't know why..but that someone i used to think nutin of..is back in my mind..i want him back!..he's mine..well he was mine..i really messed up big time..if only he knew how sorry i was..i wan him back..*cry*..i dunno why but it really hurts me to see him with someone else..he's got a gf now and all..and he looks eva so happy..*sniff*..i had all that..and i threw it away..i pushed him away..and now i suffer...he waited for me...for as long as i could remember..now..he doesn't even return my calls let alone my msges..wat am i whining about..i deserve it..every last bit of it..i should be happy for u..i am..well at least i tellin myself that..after u left..i realized how much i needed u..the long talks we used to have..the conversations that were indirectional..and yet now all that remains indirectional is me..=(..u've made me realize somethin..not everythin can always go my way..i thank u for everythin u've done for me..and how much of love u gave..which i nvr returned..u'll always been in my memory.i quote u when u told me..i'll think of u everytime i feel the rain on my skin..i miss u..*sobz*..u were the reason i started this..ever since u stopped talkin to me...i even named my blog regardin u..but u'll nvr noe..=(..u'll never noe anythin..it's a mystery..

..::our friendship bloomed as fast..and died as fast::..

..::doGgyz timE to shiNe::..

hey..todayz post is gonna be diff i decided to do a postin about my dearly beloved doggy-woggyz..=p...aight..first of let me start with Rusty bOi..yea..he is the one in brown..hehe..he's practically stayes outside..cause he gets a bit crazy whenever we let him in..so ya..haha..he has he's own kennel..more like cage..and his own bouncy-ball...hahha...don't wanna touch it trust me..lolz..he's really cute and cuddly..whenever i'm feelin sad or down...i always pay him a visit..somehow or another he always manages to cheer me up..hehe..by sayang-ing me..Aww..lolz..now movin on to the inside dog..Ginger-bOo..lolz..she is an inside dog..she loves ice-cream and anythin chocolate-ty..hehe..she will do anythin for it..jump..bark..scratch..and cry..lolz..she can do trickz also..lolz..but basically..all she ever does is sleep..lolz..(caught in the act)..hahah...she loves posin..way more then rusty..hehe...thats why only one pic of rusty..hehe..well..there's way more to describe my doggyz..but i'll stop ere..ehehe..tk..until next time au revoir..muahz..

..::i just took this pic..lolz..::..

..::sorry..had to do it..hehehe..::..

..::a gAme Of fUtsuL::..

Salut people...hey..was just readin my friends blog about Obs..DAMN!..i miss it now!!..=(...it's all ure fault mike!..lolz..newayz..u'll be seein very soon a blog about obs..hahah......just the reminder of how much fun we had in Obs is enuff to make me sad..it's so..so..undescribable...i miss it so so so so so so much...haihz..sad sad..ok..enuff of the jiwangness..hehe..today was a normal day in college..heheh..finished class early..around 11.30..which is good..cause class was puttin me to sleep..haha..well after class..the normal jingbang went to the "lorong" to makan..only ppl missin were chevy , mark and danny..they had gone job huntin in KLCC...newayz..after makanin..joshy and jo..went back and kevin and i returned to coll to stone!..lolz..we were in the student lounge..where kevin was doin his homework..and i was at my sudoku puzzle..heheh..it's fun!..hhehe..then..after like wat seemed foreva..we transfered into the computer lab..hehhe..then at 3 went for futsul!..WooOhoO..i played futsul!..hahah..it was like so nice..haha..i actually managed to score three goals..hahah..but i got lucky..heheh..but the sad part was that the game was liked planned..hahah...the guys were extremely EXTREMELY nice to us..haha..dunno whether only on the court or wut la..=)..haha..well..after a 10 minute game..hhah..me and chev were exhasted..haha..so we cooled of and came back home..eheh..so that was my day..another game on tomo!..woohoo..hehe..tk..and jordon..if ure readin this..thankz for passin me the ball..hahaha...=p..tk..muahz people..Au revoir..

..::anOther Day..aNotheR stOry::..

bonjour people...lolz..sorry..since i'm learnin french..it's best i put it to good use..ahaha..newayz..today is wednesday..and it has been a tiring day i might add...got up at 8.00 today...and rushed to coll at 9.00..had a class..but i went it 5 minutes late..heheh...u noe me..always not on time..haha..malaysian timin..heheh..newayz...after class and all..i went to mid valley to meet up with an old friend of mine...Haris..yea the one in the pic...we have been friends since std 5..haha..it was nice to see him again..well we stoned in mid valley for awhile..then he told me another friend shira..was workin in OU..so i was like..k la..lets go..haha..so we went all the way to OU..shira spotted me from afar..and she came runnin out like mad..hahaha...we both were so excited..hahaah...we sat and chatted for awhile..and then haris and i went for a movie..haha.ice age2..damn nice movie..but was frezzin my ass of in there..hahah...after that..i ciowed..took the bus...then the lrt..then the ktm..and then walked home..Haihz..tirin tirin..lolz..and it all came up to 3.10..haha..not bad right..lolz..well took my bath and here i am..heheh..aight then..oh yea..i won two cds from hitz fm..heheh..jojo and jason lo...hmm...okei la..not bad..ahaha...

..::extension of joJo'z burfDay piCz..::..

..::heyzz..this were the pictures from the last post i did..Titled..jOjoZ birthdaY..well newAyz..not much..but..hey someone kept buggin me for it right so naah!..hahha...happy?...lolz...::..

..::me And Jo::..

..::lynsta..me and ian!::..

..::me ..the burfday gurl..and joanNe::..