..::oriGinaLity is gOld::..

hye..today is like so wrong..i don't noe why..but i'm am feelin so down...haihz...newayz..everythin is alright so far..i will be goin to Pd tomo until the 2nd..WOoHoo...new years in Pd...pretty awesome wei..haha..newAyz..went for a friends party yest..was really fun cause onli a few of us were invited and like we had a lil gossip session..haha..it's amazing how fun it can be gossipin bout ppl..haha...u guys should try it sometime..well besides that..i realised that i am drawn to guyz who are like really outstandin...and not ure everyday tpye..thats why it's so hard for me to connect with anyone...i noe everybody wants a fairy tale endin in all their relationships but..not me..i wan somethin original..haha..well anyways thats me..until next time..BuhByezZZz....

..::why can't we juSt be FrienDz?::..

well...another issue goin on..well i have a friend who was like really nice at first...he confessed he liked me and all right..but i was with someone else at that time..so he said he'll wait for me..and then i broke up with my ex...and now my friend tries to make a move on me...but..i thought i was ready but i am not..he reminds me everyday of my ex by the way he talks to me...and all the things he has done...i dunno la..he saids i owe him atleast something for makin him wait for one year..but i don't have anythin for him...i liked him just fine as a friend...we used to talk till late...about nothin...he always made me laugh..but lately..i feel he is bein pushy...and gettin all mushy with me...i don't like that like u noe..always wantin the right things to be heard...AH...i give up la..i hate this!..SHeeSH..why can't we just be friendS?????....ttfn..

..::awEsome tiMe::..

hey wassup wei...haven't writin in a while...well anywayz its 27th today and my party was on the 23rd..so far so good..the party rawked...alot of my friends turned up and we had loads of fun...we played twister which was really kewl...everybody created there own twister..haha..three of my friends walked in with the blinking christmas hat...hhaha...it was so funny...after that we had the cuttin of the christmas cake...and then the exchangin of christmas prezziez..everybody got a gift...the only one that caught my eye was "the Rocket laucher"...haha..it was a five years old toy..haha..pretty funny thou..lolz...i had a fabulous time...hope my friends did to...newayz...toOdlez...

..::fuN tiMez::..

hey peepz...well..today was like alright..a few of my friends came over to hang out..i actually got up at 8 am to play basketball..WOohoo..thats like seriously early for me..hahah...neway..after that..they all came over to hang out in my house...and played ps2...was fun..but i got beaten in my fav game...damn...!!...curses...haha...it;s all good...after that we went for lunch...and talked for hours..haha...fun fun...then i came back and was online till like now?..heheh...well..the plannin for the party is going pretty smoothly..allot of my friends confirmed they were comin...quite interestin..oh yea..CHRISTMAS in like so CLOSE...eheh..like only 10 days away..WoOhoo...something to look forward too....ehhe..well...i'll stop here..tk..muakKieZ...

..::gEt a liFe daMn it::..

heyz...today was really great...i went to pyramid with my friendz...we went skatin..haha..it was so fun to watch people fall...hehe...i noe it's mean but..they all try to show off and do all sorts of stunts...and end up fallin in the end..haha..funny rite..well newayz...after that friends all ciowed..and i played bowlin wit my bro..haha..i kicked his ass...two times in a row..WooHooo..haha...then my parents came to pick us up...yea..and when i came home..i got a email from my ex...he sent me this long list sayin stuff i didn't wanna hear..i want to forget him..but he says he doesn't want to..he made me feel real bad about myself...SheeSh...move on man...get a life..well whats a guRl to Do huh?...fight all these guys off?...seems hard...but i dunno why i always attract guys who are possessive...and the clingy type...haihz...well one can only complain...until next time aight..muakZz...tk..

..::chRistmaS paRty::..

heyz...i was just feelin bored...was like wonderin how to personalize my blog..but it's like so freakin complicated...anyone out there who noes and is willin to share...please let me noe...hhehe..newayz..my life is pretty aight now..today went to my broz skool to get his stuff..and was really busy planin my christmas party..Phew...a whole lotta work..i mean like what if no one comez...what if it is a disaster..haha...what if la..well...i hope all goes well..just sent out the invitationz today..this is really gonna be a great chirstmas..can't wait to see all my friends again..wOohoOo...hehe..well..thatz a bout it..until next time..muakZz..ciow

..::ma guaRdiAn anGeL::..

Dear angel, You came into my life, Just when i decided to end it,

How could it be that He listened to my prayers?

But there's no doubt he sent an angel to my side,

Everything that i would do for you,

cannot compare to what you gave me,

I don't noe how to thank you For all the joy and happiness you brought,

You stayed by my side, keepin my mind sane, How could i have continue with my life,

If you weren't there for me?

When everythin that came in my way Just seemed to come crashin down,

A handful o strenght and hope Reached for me and pulled me to safety,

Who's hand was it? None other then yours, This is just one of the many things,

That i wanna thank you for.....

watz a Gurl 2 Do?

hmm....i don't usually do this...but...wat the hell..it's sorta like a tension releaser...lol...newayz..feelin really down..whole lotta crap bein goin on..not complaining...it was all good..cause i met this really great guy..he's everythin..just so awesome and all..but things didn't work out...again my fault..bein so fussy..so picky..it's like..damn..i thought i had everythin worked out...but..guess not..feel like ramming myself against the wall..that should be fun...i can't believe the things i put him thru..and yet..he still sticks by me..feels like crap man..i feel like crap...wish i could really make it up to him...i hope he understands me and still continues to be my friend..any gurl is truly truly lucky to have him...but sadly i choose not to be..i better stop talkin..it's been real nice knowin him..haihz..

..::my 'happening' life::..

hey...this thingamajig...is a start..wanted to start one of it on my on..cause it looks really fun..lol..yea..a whole lotta fun talkin to ure self...duh?!..hehe..newayz..i'm sorta new to this so chill and bear with me...today was awesome...cause..i put up my adorable christmas tree...it was awesome cause i did it on my own..i'm proud of that ok...other than that..i put up new posters on my wall..was aight..i mean same design and all but i put new faces up..muahaha...lol...and......thatz all i got..until next time...

>>it is pretty fun doin this..hehe...