purple garbage!

We shall all Mourn the Lost of my yummy-Purple-licious-fanta-bulous phone..=(..

i had to sell it due to unforseen circumstances..*sad innit*...

*Cry*

but..kinder replaced it with this..

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not so bad..one i kinder wanted..

but it's not PURPLE!..=(..

ahhhh..i'll live!..*bleh*

*Nokia 6300*

My weekend + Monday

Hey..i'm back..don't worry not in an effed up mood..hehehe..i noe..hard to believe kan?..hiahz..anyways..i'm in love with Mariah Carey's new song..Bye-Bye...it's super nice..nothin to do with anythin..but it's so sweet..hehe...anyways...life's been pretty the same..mum was feelin awfully generous on Sunday..therefore..SHOPPPPIINNN....hhehe..so major shoppin spree..ehehe..we went to mid valley and went nuts..hehe..the went to petaling streets to get my shoes..i noe..i'm openingly admittin it..haha..it was either Sketches shoes or shopppin..so yea..u do the math..

anyways..we went to bangsar as well..Cats Whiskers..and they suprised us with a 70% sale on Everythin there!..we were like WHOA!..then she added..except the ones with starz on the tags..so yea..practically everythin nice there had a star..or well..got a top and left..hehe..

all in all i say it was a productive day..hehe..

actually had a choice on goin on Saturday..but decided to be angels and go spend the dayz with our granz..hehe..and my lil couzzies..hehe..

And then came Monday..today we sorta like headed over to Batu Arang..followed my dad and his church members for sorta like a mission trip there..the place is called the "White house"..it suber matched the house..eheh..was kinder cool..there are all HIV positive people and they're sorta like gettin better and stuff..

owh yea..31st they are performin in One Utama New Wing..they're called the Fallen Leaves (huge message behind their name)..they are puttin up a show in aid of HIV awareness day and some other stuff..so GO check them out if u have time k..i noe i'll be there..hehe..

anyways..enuff of talkin..i'l post the pictures up soon k..all in all..a productive day!..=)

feeel it!

the only way to Feel better..

is to

DRIVE..

i swear feelin the Wind the sound the everythin..

makes u nvr wanna let go of the pedal..

I drove as fast as i could today..

and it made me smile..

knowin i played all the cards..i made every decision..

i need that in my life..

Direction..

update

well..it's been kinder long since i actually blogged blogged..hehe..i noe..but it's always the same damn thing..hehe..anyways..can't seem to enjoy the one week break..was workin on wed..until fri tht is..which is tomo!.lolz..i noe three days and i'm alreadi complainin..plus i've got the fever, flu and added bonus the cough bug!..haihz..it never ends i swear..anyways..gonna tidur now..catch ya later!..

don't need!

• i don't need u to talk to me..
• i don't need u to hold me when i sleep
• i don't need u to tell me you love me everyday..
• i don't need u to read my blog to understand me
• i don't need u to make and effort.
• i don't need u to hold my hand when it rains..
• i don't need u to remind me it's my birthday..
• i don't need u to tell me i'm yours forever..

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Hell I WANT U TO!

dead end

things aren't at it's best moments now..

i have done so many things i'm not proud of..

but right now, i beg to differ..

your actions and my justifications just seem to fall in place..

i wanna talk to u right now..

so badly..i miss u,

but sadly alot of things stand in my way..

things that arent suppose to matter...

i wont be surprised if u let go..

yea i might cry and shyt..

but i noe sumthin will be there to haunt me sayin continuously..

it's all for the better..

"You should never listen to a gurl who just had her heart broken"

-desperate housewifez-

Nothing Matters

Everythin about u is so insincerely done..

is it wrong to sometimes expect something outta u..

or is that askin to much?

u give and u give and althought gettin sumthin in return doesn't matter..

sooner or later it somehow does..

i'm not askin for the moon or the stars..

i just wanna be understood..

my mistake for expectin that from u..

even since, i've done nuthin but hate and damage my thoughts..

you may not noe how..but once in awhile it's nice to be reminded

that i do somehow matter.

hairdo-never to do again.!

Yeappppzzz..i got A new Hairdo...

i noe a lil sumthin sumthin along the lines of a china doll/ju-on/wig wearing/CHINA DOLL...

hiahz..hopefully my hair will grow..heheh..

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TADA!..lolz!..

okei whut?..right?..alaaa...

i'll manage!..=p!

mother's day

To all mothers out there..Happy Mother's day..it's the only day u get to be madly spoilt..althought it doesnt happen much..but hey..even if ure single or whut..there's still an excuse to celebrate it.hehe..

Thought i'd do sumthin different for mumz..so got these Tarts and wrote the words on it..and left it in the fridge..next thing i noe before i could give it to her..i see her snoopin in the frigde to eat somethin..and holds the "O" for Mothers in her hand..she ate it la..hahah..i screamed man..really screamed..hahah..she didn't realise whut was goin on till we explain..*slaps head*..genius i tell u..anyways..tarts weren't all that good as they were usually suppose to be..*curses*..so yea..effin backfired..

Headed over to Sakura'z for Dinner..awesome place..always loved the setting there..hehe.. The sisters with the same Do..=_='!..haha..like some Ju-on Advert or sumthin..haha..
we with the mumster!
and who knew..they were givin away free cups..hehehe..for mother's day that is..
wouldnt say we went home empty handed..*winkz*..=)

Happy Mother's Day

yet again..

Outin

Another day another not so sad-ass post..hehe..today was just whut i needed to add to my "motivation"..hehe..i noe..i'm like on a hunt.!..*roar*..*please excuse the insane-ness..it's 12.43am to be exact i'm all OOOoooo...gone!*..hehe..anyway..had class today an exam to be exact..wasnt so thrilled about it..but turned out to be quite okay..then..had lunch with devey..who was an abso-lute darlin..fetchin my sis and all..*pain*..hehehe..took us to Mcdz..needed his..i quote.."protein"..hehe..thankz for makin time devey...always good to see u..and btw..the hair and bod looks good..hehe..yea..he is single..hehe..

After that..he dropped me back at coll and i headed to Mini'z house..hehe..we had a date..haha..so we went over to Picadillys...i tell u that women is abso-fun la..heehe..

so we ordered and all..i got this drink called pink bell..catchy eh?..haha..anyway..it came with a cherry which i was happily takin and usin as my template picture..until..yea..she ate it..she ate my PICTURE!.hahah..this is the last picture i got from it..may it rest in peace in her stomach...evviiilll...hahah...but it was all good..i moved on to my next subject...

Zurabahbey!..hahah..kesian that gurl..makan aso tak leh in peace..heheh..it''s love la..hehe..

Camwhorin caught!..hehe..Minie and Atie..

Zuzu..me..Minie..Atie..
after that we headed to get some girly stuff done and we went ber-huntin in Taman Medan..for whut?..ahh..that u will nvr know..muahahahhahaha..gosh..i blame the time..TIMMMEEE..hehe..nitez ppl!..=)

P.S: Yes minie is wearin a hat..don't ask..=p!..hehe

Love u gurls!..muakz!

a-sad-ass-time-of-my-life!

another day another sad-ass post..hehe..well..things are really on the downside now..i just realize that the 2 years i spent in LIFE is so not worth anythin..i'm gonna graduate knowin nothin..how cool is that..i went to mid today to check out the One Academy exibition..OMFG!..thats all i got to say..everythin was so efffffffffing nice..from the pictures to the illustration to the animation..everythin i was "supposely suppose to master" in coll..but NUTHIN..haihz..it's so depression lookin at other ppls work from ure same line..and know they do it so much better..sad innit..makes u just nvr wanna go back to coll..on another sad note..i've failed every assignment i've passed up..*well i noe its a fail la*..so why bother doin better..i'm so un-motivated adi la..i just wanna lye in bed and never get up..haihz..it's abso-fed-up-pin!..i've even lost my mood to photograph..wth right..dammit la..I NEED MOTIVATION!!!..i need sumthin to get me to move on!..and listenin to emo songs aren't helpin!.on a brighter note..i might be goin to Langkawi soon..hopefully i don't jinx it..i really need to get away from everythin..thats all i need..plus the lack of attention from u is not helpin..*noted*..anyways.if u don't hear from me..u noe y..tk ppl..and i hope ure life isn't as sad as mine!..*i'm out*

I blame u for hatin photography!

ARGH!!..i just wanna scream..i'm so frustrated, irritated, depressed and way way stressed out..let's start this by sayin..I HATE MY GOD DAMN PHOTOGRAPHY CLASS!!!..who would have thought i would say it right?..it's terrible i swear...not everyone is freakin blessed to have a camera from like ages ago to prefect every shot for ure preference..it's so irritatin when u go all out and try ure effing best to take a effin picture which btw u get no fcukin guidance to take..only to be badly critizied and no fcukin outcome from it..no like..here i'll show u how to do it..u expect me to fcukin memorize every detail in the book and apply it unto my picz in ONE WEEK?!?..who the hell does that!..i'm just so irratated with u la..ARGH..i could have done everything i did without u anyways..so whut are u there for again?..SHEESH!

I HOPE URE SATISFIED NOW!...hypocrite!

too bad i'm not ure kind!

portraits

yes yes..i'm fully aware of the time..but i had to man i just had to post..Well today is Labour Day..and so much for that..haha..i met up with my dear-old-long-time-people-thinkin-she's-24-year-old-4-year-high-school-bitchin-partner minie katz..heheh...long leh..and btw..no she's not 24..Shhesh!..haha...anyways..this photography class i swear is being a real bitch!..i hate how the deadline is every week!..EXTEND IT LONGER!!!..goshDarnit!..freakin irratetin man..well anywayz..i had like to take picturez and the portrait was my favourite one i swear..hehe..thankz to all my dear-underpaid modelz..haha..Jujukinz, jordan, my sista..(it's ure job)..haha..and of course Minie Katz..she's uber talented!..anways these happen to be the ones i'll be submittin..hehe..there were so many otherz but i couldn't upload them all..so enjoy..:)

Ps: I love u guyz!

Noon Portrait

Night Portrait

Dawn Portrait

Thankz u guyz again for all the patience and stuff..u guyz rawkz..

XOXOXOXOXOXOX