White Christmas..x

Christmas has been amazing!..
i'm gonna let the pictures tell u how it went..:)

 

it's been amazing..:)..x

Xmas preparation..x

I've turned the blog around!!..got a bit of emo and happy vibes goin everywhere..hehe..it's been good so far..everything is calm and well..just cant wait for christmas now..:)..it's gonna be a wonderful time!..
Merry Christmas to all you lovely ppl :)..
Much Love!
xxx

:)..x

Never let the fear of striking out ; keep you from playin the game..x

Kindness Boomerang..x

not afraid..x

why does it feel like it's drawing closer to the end?
why does it feel like im finally seeing my purpose..
why? why now?
this is unbelievable..
whut if everythin is true..and u can sense the end drawin closer n closer..
i've never felt this way before..
one thing i'm sure is..
i'm not afraid anymore..

Secret..x

It's blossomed like a rose,

so beautiful, so magical,

it gave out a hint of security,

The moment u think u're safe,

it seduces you to believe lies,

it tempts you to see the truth.

Scared, caged n hands tied,

it forces a move on.

what happens when u put them all together?..

you get my secret..

this plays a dear role to me..such a simple design with so much meaning..i'm definately gettin this tattooed..:)


Just another one i came up with..:)

Only Just A Dream..x

New 2012 look..x

New hair make over!..Loveeee it!..:)

Sign , Sealed n not Delivered..x

a letter just because ;

Dear you,

When i watch people get married ,I immediately think of you , and try to picture myself in that position. Everything we have gone thru to get there. I'm not obsessed with getting married or anything, but it's that special occasion and bond i dream of sharing with someone.

I've never had a long relationship, cause there were too many obstacle, i couldnt overcome, like a race..it was either I was way ahead or left way behind..You were the only one who said u'll wait for me..who promised me things will soon go our way, the only one who held on..

Sadly that dream i used to have..seems so far away. I see it moving further and further away , and if i dont chase it, it'll disappear. I cant chase it and carry you anymore. I had to choose..and i've chosen to carry you, n hope for the best.

Love me.

Burning Room..x

Nobody's gonna come and save you,

We pulled too many false alarms.

You'll be a bitch because you can.

You try to hit me just to hurt me

So you leave me feeling dirty

Because you can't understand.

We're going down,

And you can see it too.

We're going down,

And you know that we're doomed.

My dear,

We're slow dancing in a burning room.

Roll on guilt..:(

To 8 years of having you around , to having taken you for granted..

I'm sorry baby,

You were the one i used to sit with when everythin went sour..you licked my hand and made it feel alright..

I'm sorry i wasnt there for you.

You've been around for 8 years, and all I have of u is one lousy picture..

I'm sorry I didnt pay more attention to you.

And now that your gone , the guilt that rushes threw me is insane.

I never really appreciated you till you were gone..

I'm sorry Rusty boy, I'm gonna miss you.

I hope u get taken care of..Love u always..xx

bring it biatch!..x

Roll on another boring sunday!..loads of work to get done for next week..cant afford any distractions..i can tell u it's not easy being me..over think everythin!..sheesh!..neway..two lines of ranting..not bad ehh?..lol..newayz..today's inspiring quote..

If's life has ever taught me anythin..it's to not let me be it's bitch..word..x