random thoughts

well..just HAPPENED to be in a jiwang-ing mood now..i dunno why..but everytime i read peoplez blogz..i get all jiwanted..solution..stop readin blogz..hahah..weird right..should have added that to the list.=p..newayz..since i'm already jiwangted..the best thing to do is to crap..

well..been witnessin alot of shyt that's been goin around..some good shyt some bad..would prefer to focus on the good..for now..well..i've a feelin i've found someone..the bad part..the question remainz..does he feel the same?..besides that..goin out for dinner with relatives..(rarely happens)..so lookin forward to that..Kartiban just called me..that guy really noes how to get me all chatted up la..he's damn nice to talk to..whut would i do without him..=)..

sometimes..all i wanna do is collect all the good things in my life and live on that alone..no problems no doubts no insecurity no nuthin..just rainbows and bunnies everywhere..=)..now that would be a life worth living..i miss my skoolin days..everythin was so simple..so easy..hiahz..i get so scared just thinkin whut will be knockin on my door tomo..what waits for me..whut's in store..and it doesn't help that i'm listenin to Nickelback-if everyone cared-..nuts man..haihz..guess there's no use sittin here and complanin about it..

i can't help but think everyone's life is purfect while i'm still stuck in a shyt hole..(over dramatic..but u get my point)..hiahz..so naive yet so darin!..

P.S:whut in heavens name are u tryin to prove?..crap!..NYEH!

well i'm done here..so excuse me while i cry myself to sleep one last time..=)..

*hugs snuggles(my teddy)*..nitez!

i got tagged!

kk people..i got tagged by my lovely princess joyln so i decided to do it..=)..i miss that babes loads!..hehe..

Each player starts out by telling 6 weird things about themselves.

People who get tagged need to write (in their own blog) 6 weird things as well and

state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave each of them a comment letting them know you

tagged them and the cycle goes on.

1. i love bathin in hot hot hot water!..hehe..even on a hot day..weird huh

2. I can't burp..*bluek*..yea..never had in my entire life..hehe..

3. i can't whistle..for nuts!..=p

4. i love the colour purple..i go nuts for anythin purple..and i mean nuts!..hehe...it's become a desease i tell ya!..=p..

5. i am damn ticklish on my knees and neck..well..there's a tickle spot there..kinder..wait..VERY sensitive..=p

6. I'm with Jojo..i can watch a CSI episode over and over again and not get bored..not to mention readin an archie book over and over again..it still rawks..=p

Hahha...naa..ambik kau..6 weird abnormal things about me..now its ure turn..muahahaha!..

So...the 6 people I tagg..

1. Kartz

2. Sanjay

3. Marilyn

4. Deven

5. Denise

6. Joshy!!..again..*muahaha*

lesboz

MY LESBO DAHLING!

..::me and my lesbo darlin!..i miss u babe!..not in that sense la..hahah..*hugz*::..

Show starters

kk..get this people..noe that song by Danity Kane..Show stopper?..well..this is our sorry version of it..(our version meaning by my bro and me)..copyright k..plz yea..=p..Show starter..muahahaha!..enjoy!..listen and sing along yea..=)

Show Starter

We on the bike, we ride fast,
We doin' things that the rempits don't do
The people stare, we stare back
But all i see is middle fingers, yeah


Fast riding on the kerinchi road,
We are carrying a heavy loadddd..
Thank God our suspension wery good
Cause we are jumping up and down
Like rempits do.


Put on our helmets and strap on tight
cause u could be flyin really highhh...
Slow creepin', 'cause roadblock in front
All the police wants to summon us but we're to fast


[Chorus]

We on the bike, we ride fast,
We doin' things that the rempits don't do
The people stare, we stare back
But all i see is middle fingers, yeah


Bet you ain't never seen
A finger this clean,
Cause people screaming
when we be drifting,
But we are only rocking
Only when we are riding,
So when you see us drifting'
We call it show starting'


We show starting'
We show, show starting'
We show starting'
We show, show starting'
But we are only rocking
only when we are riding,
So when you see us drifting'
We call it show starting'


We sittin' on something close to a bicycle
Only one seat but with two big wheelss..
Color coordinate with our hair
Yeah, we rempits
But we ride like children do


Our sunglasses very chun..un
Go to Pasar malam buy three for ten..yea!
sumtimes if lucky...get discount
Then we happily go to pub
and drink some wine

[Chorus]
We on the bike, we ride fast,
We doin' things that the rempits don't do
The people stare, we stare back
But all i see is middle fingers, yeah


Bet you ain't never seen
A finger this clean,
Cause people screaming
when we be drifting,
But we are only rocking
Only when we are riding,
So when you see us drifting'
We call it show starting'


We show starting'
We show, show starting'
We show starting'
We show, show starting'
But we are only rocking
only when we are riding,
So when you see us drifting'
We call it show starting'


Everybody honning, screamin, and even signaling,
showing fingers and all but nobody is even looking
haiyo..oh..haiyo oh oh
Bang into them
Then comes da real show starters


This is for all my rempits with a capchai
Modenas, Yahmaha, or a Harley
haiyo oh haiyo..oh oh
Bang into them
Then comes da real show starters!


[Instrumental Break]


[Chorus]
Bet you ain't never seen
A finger this clean,
Cause people screaming
when we be drifting,
But we are only rocking
Only when we are riding,
So when you see us drifting'
We call it show starting'


We show starting'
We show, show starting'
We show starting'
We show, show starting'
But we are only rocking
only when we are riding,
So when you see us drifting'
We call it show starting'


Tonight we will meet in chow kit
Running lights, and hitting curbs
and not giving two shyts
By midnight,
That's what it's gonna be about
Watch my bike go broom broom

Rempits gon' ridin'


I know you like my bikey
But peep my ride go hyphy

Life moves on

it's done..after so much..it's gone..whut am i talkin about?..my jiwang-ness blog..IT'S GONE!..somehow i didn't find it hard to let it go because of u..but because of all the work i put into doin it up..but wth!..life moves on..call it cliche and all..but i've seem to be practisin that phrase alot..*life moves on*!..find it effective..=)..

Status

*doin my stupid flash assignment*

*hungry*

*sleepy*

*thinkin about my Biz comm assignment*

ARGH!

OMG!..i'm so fuckin frustrated with the stupid software..FLASH..effin hell!..couldn't they have created a more confusing software ar!..feel like takin the com and smashin it i swear!.ARGH!..ok..just wanted to say that..

*thank god thigam called..she managed to calm me down..thankz babe..=)*

yea it's u!..=)

-i felt jiwangted...so i decided to blog..mum sis and i were just talkin..and well..my mum mentioned my dad nvr takes her out like he used to..so we were talkin about the past and all..and suddenly the topic came out...my sister gave us a question..with an answer..=p..-

Question

If u had two men in ure life..one who loves u and one who u love..which would u choose?..

Answer

The one who loves me..cause eventually i will fall in love with him..not the one i love cause feelings are left hangin..

then i began thinkin..i noe this guy..who has been waitin for me for as long as i noe..he's right under my nose..he doesn't noe i noe..but i noe..*winkz*..it's so hard to look at him..knowin he is silently awaitin my answer..and i can't give him that..and the weird part is..i can't find a reason why..he is the type of person who cries for u..who will do anythin to make u smile..who worries for u..who finds any excuse to be with u..that is the kinder guy he is..so perfect!..and yet..the fact remains..

i'm proud of u..the way u are now..the way u pretend like everythin is all good..(maybe it is)..and the way u don't burden anyone else with ure problems..u're one of a kind..and i hope u noe it..any gurl will be lucky to have u..and i mean it!..

*dedicated to that special someone*

..::valentines::..

well..i guess thats it!..i've given u a whole lotta time..but u never did anythin..and sadly to say..Valentine's over..and so are U..

*Moving on*

So anyways..today was Valentines!..*pretends to care*..and well..i made it a purple day!..hehe.and sharon made it pink..so it was like a Purple Vs Pink day!..ahaha..newayz..so they conned me outta goin for class..(which i had to go for, but didn't give a fcuk!)..hehe..examz next next week..*die lor*..hehe..so yea..we went to mid valley to get Gangsta..(sharon) a gift for her BB..(bf)..i thought it was really sweet..the box and all..haihz..*dreams*..newayz..back to reality..so we stonned around mid for awhile..then makan..then went to Brewball..i was so sick of all this couples walkin up and down..argh..just felt so irratated!..seriously..hehe..but what to do..not everyone is fortunate in that sense..ANYWAYS!..before i get all jiwang!..i had a wonderful Valentines afternoon..The candle light dinner is yet to come..*winkz*..haha..it's just a bunch of gfz goin out stonnin in a park..with Ramly burgers, Baileys, beer, chocolates,cake and more booze!..hehe..don't forget the candles and music..hehe..so will blog about that..when i get back..leavin for it now!...i noe it's gonna be great!..=)..

*i don't need a man*

bro'z birthday..

well on Friday was my bro'z Birthday..HARPY 14th BURFDAY!..not like he's gonna read or wut la..but it's the thought that counts...hahah..newayz..can't seem to upload the piccyz now..so i'll post it up later k..newayz..we spent the whole day in Midvalley together..played bowlin, ate like pigs in pizza hut..and watched Blood Diamond!..freakin awesome movie..hehe..love it!..newayz..since he tak puas that i beat him in bowlin..we went back there on Saturday and played another two games..(which i still kicked his ass in)..=p..then we bought him his present...stonned in Dunkin donuts!..woot woot!..then mari rumah..hehe..so all in all hARpy BuRfdAy..pig!..hahaha..=p

..::tuesday blues::..

well..today is the eve of Valentines..*blek*(referrin to other blog..=p)..and i'm pretty sure 'he' ain't gonna do nuthin..so i guess i have to move on..and i'm cool about it..it's not easy to explain the feelin..but i'll survive..=)..newayz..today was an ordinary day..juju bean picked me up in his awesome Naza Ria..Fcuk man..i freakin love that car!!..haha..then we went to pick suresh and sharon for lunch..(cause they kept buggin us to come pick them up early and shyt..=p)..then we went to our "Uncles Shop"...*inside joke*..(KFC)..and stuffed like pigs..hehe..then after that..went late for class..(Malaysian Studies)..*bleh*..kena soundin from lecturer cause went late..(this time seriously not my fault!..jam..=p)..and well since i didn't have my note book and stuff to jot down notes..i really had no mood to attend class..so..we dragged a few other people from coll..and ciowed to Amcorp..hehe..pool man..and then around 5..juju sent me back in the Awesome car!..hahaha..and now i have french..*sulk*..bleh..nowdays i find french not as interestin as i first found it..maybe it's the teacher..*pondering*..hehe..always lookin for someone to blame..hehe..

..::a day of pain-ness!::..

Omg..the pain-ness!..haha..well today was a very eventful..and i mean eventful day!..hehe..got up at 7.00am!..wth right?..i noe tell me about it..but we were suppose to go for paintball..(pain-ball) so yea..we left the house at around 7.45am..gathered everybody..jumped into Dom'z car..and we were set to go to Gombak..yea..it was all the way there..(nuts!)..but hey..it was effing cheap..40 bucks only for studentz..complete with 200 balls.!..hehe..not bad not bad..hehe..well anyways..i always thought paintball was fun wei..and i was goin to try it out today..!!..*funn-ness*...so yea..got my gear all on..ready to shoot me sum victims..got in the area la..1,2,3..GO!..i was hidin and diving and runnin and when i lifted my hand to shoot..*BANG*..fuck!..someone shot me on the head!..Fuck i swear i saw stars man!..damn..so once ure shot..ure gotta raise ure hands and walk back to ure flag..(at the startin point)..i was like fuck!..came so far adi..nvm..raise hands and walk..nearin the base adi..i see an opponent comin..and we are not allowed to shoot within a 5 feet range..i see him he sees me..we both start firin at closin in 4 Freakin FEET!!!!...wth right!..and yea..i survived..but i needed to be carried out..fuck man..i was like tearin and sweatin and shyt!..7 close shots man..and i was down..haihz...and Mark..(the guy who i injured)..had a hit on his arm..it was bleedin and all..i felt so bad..but nyeh..i got it to..hehe..we both felt it la k..after that..shyt..i didn't wanna go back it..but hey..life goes on right..so i had long break..lunch and all..then only was it my turn..so get this right..i up at my post..(diff sides now)..and i'm comin down the hill and hidin..(mind u we were goin against a 4 star team with 3 guys who used guns like snipers..shyt!)..so i'm running down and i get shot at..not once not twice but 12 freakin balls flyin at me..i freakin duck and move towards a nearest hide out..and i'm sittin in the middle of the barriers and i hear the balls hittin the tyres..and i'm like shyt don't hit me..don't let it go thru the holes and all..and i see this dude runnin up at the side of me..not knowin i was sittin there..hhhaha..and when he comes up i scream SURRENDER!!...cause thats wut u suppose to do..and u noe whut he does..HE SHOOTS BACK AT ME!!!!..WTF WEI!...and i'm like coverin myself so i don't get injured!..FUCK!!..but he gets disqualified for that la..hehe..so yea..i decide to change places..and i run to a different place..still gettin shot at mind u..and i'm hidin..i pop up my head..a ball flies inches away from my head..i felt it in my hair man!..so yea..thats about it for me la..so i sit there..back against the barrier and look at my team mates..i hear leaf crunchin..and i noe sumone is sneekin up..i scream SURRENDER!!..and i turn to look at the person..she points the gun to me and says surrender..and i had to go back to the post!..WTH..i said it first..nvm..then..both the guys in our team leave..so it's just girls left..FucK..i'm lookin at her..she's lookin at me..dang!..sum how or another..this dude comes next to me and gets our flag..so game over right?..Nooo..some ppl don't understand that..this guy is still firin shots at me..it hits me in the side and i fall backwards..wth!..again i go out of the area in tears..dang it!..and well yea..those were the interestin parts la..the third time i went in..got shot on the leg..(thigh)..Effin Effin pain!..but wth..it's all in the game..ehhe..overall..i had fun..but i could have done without the bruises!..hehe..nyeh..take it as memories..=)

..::pictures of my bruises!..nyeh::..

..::all at random..=)::..

well..nuthin much been goin on that i can blog about so..i'll let the picccyz speak for themselves..=p..pretty much sums everythin i've been doin up..heheh

..::me and joshy::..
..::lizzie baybeh and me::..
..::stonin in coll::.. ..::kickin ass in pool..=p::..
..::me and suresh abang::..
..::don't mess k!::..
..::a bunch of stoners..=p::..
..::juju and me::..

..::Tv addict::..

haha..yea..just when u thought i couldn't get any weirder..i'm now takin pictures of the Tv..hahah..wtf indeed!..neways...i only did this cause my friend appeared on TV..on channel 15..some game show..glamor gila or sumthin like that..haha..he was beatbox-in..damn man..he was dammmmmn good!..haha..i aso was like whoaaa...hehe..newayz..thats about it la..hahah